numb+parranoid feeling.

hi,from where to start..i ate marijuana...i got a paranoid trip and then stopped i thought i wont do it any further.But around two weeks later something strange started to happen.i started getting that effect again and it was parranoying. i mean it was unlike iv ever experienced before.i have done marjuana before and left many times but i never got this feeling.it was like some vague thoughts and things which did not make any sense at a all..i consulted a doctor.and she gave me clonotril with which my mind felt numb but i started feeling better by evening or night.

i changed my doc and he prescribed respidon and phenergan.and the effect stopped kind but then i started getting vague depressive thoughts.so i was given fluvoxamine(50) mg. for obsessive thoughts.And a continuation of the 1st course i.e. only respidon twice a day.

But after i took fluvoxamine twice i started getting a totally different feeling my mind was like totally numb and i didnt sleep for three days.when i tried sleeping my mouth started to twitch and got all weird sensations and heartburn.The nerves in my fingers felt tingly..

I thought id stop all medication as only my mind felt numb and i wasnt getting the paranoid feeling as my mind felt totally empty. 

The numbness continued but my sleep and my mind somewhat returned to normal.but after around ten days whenever i looked at an object it sort of looked like when u look at the sun or something bright u get dat blotchy effect.and also when i stare at something were dots flying around like t.v static somewhat.That is not much now but sometimes when i loook at the floor from the corner of my eye i see a tinge of red,and sometimes i get a weird feeling when in the bathroom as in where am i?i know you might tell me to go see a neurologist.theres much more but i cant type it all here.And i get sleep but before that i go into a very,i cant articulate it better than saying a "chemical" feeling of fluvoxine.Nothing makes sense.please help.the parranoia is not much now but i feel numb and my vague conscious thoughts are equally bad.i also sometimes see piercing colourflul dots infront of my eyes just for a second.

please help.and talk to me.not just tell me to go see a neurologist.i also have many thoughts ,philosophhical thoughts.