Right side migraines/personality disorder

My migraines may have been initiated by childhood trauma. I am finding very little support in the medical field for my condition. Now almost 60 I am just waking up to the reality. An eye injury when I was 4 years old damaged my right eye beyond repair. Hoping for advancements in technology, the decision was made to wait until I was 21 to have it removed. I grew up with pressure behind the eye and frequent migraines without any pain relief. My pain did not go away when when the eye was removed and at times can be extreme. I realized during my last visit to the specialist that they are focused on the eye that I can see out of and I am grateful for this. My pain is on the right side everytime and I have made this clear during every visit. It is pressure, like the eye is still there. The whole right side of my head becomes sensitive to touch, like my skull is fractured, and the left side goes numb. My right ear becomes enflamed and will be in excruciating pain. I have heard crunching inside my head and felt something move in the past. These symptoms can last for days and I have not found any relief except sleep and being real still. The pain sometimes feels like a weight that pulls my head forward and to the right and can literally bring me to my knees. It also reminds me of how it felt to wake up from surgery or to be nauseous from pain. I have suffered in silence and become moody and irritated.

I need help with the long term affects of what has happened to me and I am not sure where to turn. Thank you for listening.

Hello, and thank you. I am meeting with another specialist soon called a Ocularist. I suspect it is time for a new prosthetic. I will take your advice and schedule a full physical with blood test. I always assumed my pain is a direct result of my injury but I am starting to question that. Thank you very much for your reply.

Hi, I have looked over some of your posts and I can see I am in a good place. The years have left me with an ugly disposition and I think I have burned my last bridge. Switching jobs again, and the light has finally went out after 41 years. It is hard to help someone who is like me and I do not blame anyone for keeping their distance. I don't want to leave the house most days.