Hi Lisa and welcome native,
it sucks to need to join the forum but incredibly helpful when we need a place for info from people who are going through the same problems.
Lisa - anything new for you? How is your husband dealing with the results? Have you talked to your kids about any of it yet? It's hard to talk about what you don't know.
Today I called my neurologist's office and it was busy for hours. I was heading up to see my mom and his office is actually in her town so I thought I'd just stop in and see if they had the results yet. The girl at the front desk pulled me up in the system and saw my info and she said that she'd have the nurse call me. I told her that I'd had the bloodpatch and it worked well. The nurse called me about an hour later while I was at my mom's, which was awkward since I haven't talked to her about any of this. She thinks the multiple appts. are because of my colectomy. I had a hard time covering up the reason for the spinal tap but managed. I'm probably wrong since moms always know everything. Anyway, the nurse told me all of my results were back and that she was having a "desktop meeting" with the doctor and they'd be calling me back. Not sure what the "desktop meeting" means but I assume they were just going to discuss my results and call me back. I asked when it would be and she said (it was about 110pm) that the next patient was at 2pm and if they didn't get back to me before that, then it would be at the end of the day. I really couldn't ask any questions with my mom sitting right there. Guess what - no call! It leaves me thinking the worst or wouldn't she have just told me everything looked fine? So now I'm stuck waiting until tomorrow... My husband said he had already assumed it was MS since they haven't been able to figure it out for so long and then the lesions on the MRI. He has never been my cheerleader but I sense something different this time.
Now that I have just told you that my husband has never been my cheerleader until tonight, I'll tell you what happened the other day when I asked if he would take care of a couple things for me after I come home after my surgery. He looked at me like i had two heads! I think he thought I'd be running a 5k the following week. I said I'm in there for five or six days and you think I'll be running errands right away? He said it was because it's what i do - recover quickly. I am not taking chances with this surgery. A couple of years ago I had surgery and I didn't have a relaxing recovery. I thought I felt fine and started ripping out bathroom walls at our other house. Then one evening while I was using the pry bar I thought I heard something very wrong in my body but the pain wasn't too terribly awful. I'm sure something happened in there but not quite sure what.
I am still hoping to know the answer before the surgery, but we'll see what happens tomorrow.
sorry for the rambling but i'm getting antsy.
g'night