hi all,
my computer was in repair in the last 2 days, i logged in at work, but couldn't really post there.
Lizzie, wish i could be there with you and give you a BIG HUG, honey. i feel your pain and so understand what you're saying about being tired, i feel that way too and i havn't even gone through half of what you have, so i can only try to imagine how you must feel. but we all have to keep going, even when things are not working out the way we wish they were.... this is a tough struggle for all of us.
i agree with Judy and Janie, your drs at CC should be able to take care of the insurance, i'm sure they'll cooperate and fix this insurance annoyance. please stay strong, honey and keep your chin up! you know how much i love you and care about you and i wish i could be there with you. know that you're always in my prayers! love you so much!
Kristin, i hope your surgery went well and you're on your way to recovery by now, i wish you the best!
inquiz, wellll i don't know much, i only know that a sharp pain in the rectum after having a bm can be a fissure, but otherwise, i cant know. i'm glad you're seeing your dr soon though, i hope you get some answers then. hope you feel better. are you going to discuss about a colectomy? good luck!
Judy, i'm praying for you to have an easy one this time, i mean enough is enough! please keep us updated when you can.
Janie, how're things, my dear? is the constipation (so hard to say that word..) over? i hope it's just the pills. i know what you mean about your worse nightmare.. i cant even stand saying that word anymore! i hope it starts to get better for you.
Marisa, thanks so much for updating us and for asking about me. make sure you put lots of lotion after bms, always keep it moisturized - very important! i hope you keep better and better all the time!
Amanda, worried and waiting to hear something from you! hope you're getting better, my friend.
i don't know what to tell ya, i saw the psych again, i'm not sure what's on my drs mind yet. yeah, my biggest fear they'll tell me they cant help me . the psych suggested i should start taking meds for depression. he sais it can make the colon work again... i say bulll! i know that all the tens of women on this thread were given this before their colectomy and it never helped any of them with their bms!!! why do they keep insist it's emotional????? a chronic situation like this that goes on (for 16 yrs for me) like this, and during these 16 yrs i get to go through all kinds of emotional states, lots of changes during these long yrs, but one thing doesn't change..... the BIG C WORD!!! with ALL the changes i've gone through during these looooooong yrs, the big c word never changed.. never!!!!! it was and still is a very permanent and stubborn condition, it's not gonna change with those silly pills. i'm frustrated and tired. will let you all know if something happens. thanks so much everyone for thinking of me, and i'm not depressed at all, cant be, if i only look in the mirror and see a depressed face, i immediately smile and burst with laughter - crazy? i don't think so it's just not worth it to be with a sad face.. life is too funny, really!
love you all so much!