might be ready

I think i may be ready for my sugery it seems weird but the MORE i talk about it the more confident i am about going in. practicing my yoga more will definetly help ease my worries . My grandma is coming in town next week to help me clean the house (get rid of junk) because when im weaker than usuall of stressed i have to be around a clean surrounding. !!!!!! THE DAY IS COMING SOON

im having my colon completly removed and whos rosemary ?!!!!

Great that you're feeling ready! And that you're making a nice space, doing yoga, etc. I'm not surprised that talking is making you more confident..... you sound like you are clear that you want to do it, and your fears are completely normal....

It's nice to hear..... wishing you all the best.

best of luck with the surgery, Take a pillow or two.