I think it would be fantastic to be back in the workd of A-S's, if only the numbers would decrease more quickly. Yesterday was a bit hefty for me and I had to get up 3 times in the night and then early in the morning.
I am trying to decide if I use the note the doctor gave me and stay home this week or if I brave it, pack supplies, and upload all the work stress into my head again. I am considering writing my boss an email tonight and present him with a home work plan for the week. I do 't know how to tell him that I can't do an hour on the train with no bathroom nearby and I am pretty sure he does not want to know about it. He has no right to ask and I am not required to say, and we both know that. Still I feel weird taking off all this time when Friday is a deadline I gave other people to submit articles and I have to "ghost-write" two things for other people as well. And another thing has to be re-written and I have done absolute bupkis-nada and no one could possibly understand that I've been 100% occupied with my own bottom and all that work stuff is like on a different planet.
Well I know how happy you must be feeling about not "being pregnant" anymore. Progress is great, everyday it gets better. You can't predict the little glitches like gas. They don't count as complications. I hope you are not in any more pain, that's the worst.
The real work after take-down, I think, is figureing out all these new body feelings, when it's a tiny bit full, when it is really full, when you could wait, when it's jusst gas, when it is both, etc. I am not sure what the empty feeling is. My real goal is to get to the point where I never think about it, the last time I never thought about it was the first half of 2009. I got sick in August-September 2009 and am just now ending that phase of my life. No more UC, so I can focus a bit more on diet and exercise goals.