hi Ives
I read your post and wanted to reply not because I can offer you much help but because I know all about the trials and struggles that come with Parkinsons.
My Dad has Parkinsons, he was diagnosed almost 20 years ago now so he's been very lucky to stay reasonably active for so long. However over the past year myself and my family have noticed a rapid change in his parkinsons. Last christmas the whole family got a nasty flu bug and whereas we all recovered in a few weeks his developed into pneumonia and we almost lost him...the hospital gave him hours to live but he pulled through on his own, he's kinda stubborn I guess Now he is recovered he stays as active as he can but is finding it more and more difficult to stay mobile now. Walking is difficult for him and he relies mostly on his wheelchair and mobility scooter to get around. If he tries to walk he often finds himself running unable to stop himself and one of us has to hold him all the time to prevent this.
He recently came on holiday with us and I noticed that he is now sleeping much of the time and often that sleep is accompanied by hallucinations where he will speak to people who aren't there. He seems to confuse his dreams with reality during these daytime sleeps. I have noticed that his personality has changed a little too. Often he will decide he wants something and he can't settle until he gets it. I don't know if this is something to do with all the drugs he needs to take daily.
However despite all this he maintains a great sense of humour, often joking about his illness. As a family we find this such a comfort. Only a couple of times in the past 20 years have I seen him break down and ask why he has to suffer this. He maintains a great deal of inner strength despite the obstacles he faces on a day to day basis. He tries to keep himself very busy even though simple tasks take him 10 times longer than the average person. I never cease to be amazed at his patience!!
Your post struck a chord because I know how difficult it is for you just to type a post on this forum asking for help and advice. Although I can't really offer any help from a medical point of view I just wanted to say you are not alone and my thoughts are with you