Hi guys,
I am in desperate need of help. I am 26, and a former pro athlete. I have gone through 5 years of rehabilitation to get back playing rugby league but the past year has been so tough, I am luck I am still here. I have constant dizziness, loss of balance, slurred speech, loss of vision, nausia, constantly catching illnesses, shrunk genitals, headrushes etc etc etc. These have been every day for a year and so bad that I am often in bed for days. They are there constanly 24 hours a day, and I am beside myself. The only reason I have kept going is the chance I may play again.
I have been treated by anxiety teams, phsychologists, doctors, everything! I've had brain scans, blood tests, and am in and out of the doctor's every day. One finding is that me testosterone leves are very, very low. I have had thins before, but none of the physical side effects I have explained. I used testogel a few years back, but was taken off it when my levels were normal again. Crazy, I know! Anyway I have had 2 jags and am to get them every 3 months, but have noticed no difference. If anything I'm worse.
Different people are blaming anxiety and depression, but I know my body and something is far from right. It may sound crazy, but the symptoms are so bad that I often feel I am dying. Could this be low testosterone still. My life has gone from being a pro athlete with many friends and a love for life to being trapped in my room unable to function at all and with noone giving me answers. Please can anybody help? Things have been so bad that I accidently tok an overdose of painkillers and nearly died. The only way I have been surviving is the opiate based painkillers. I need my life back, and pray someone can confirm it could be the testosterone. I don't know where to turn. I haven't spoken to friends in months, I can't see my girlfriend as I can't perform sexually and my health is deteriorating every day.
Anyone, I am desperate and any response would mean the world to me, and could give me some hope I really really need.
Thankyou,
Tom