I am kinda early, but we have been by the cancer center and drawn the tests. I won't know until tomorrow. I am posting early for a reason. I am getting used to this and I am no longer feeling the anxiety before a test. The fear does go away. I have a glass of wine out tonight, I have looked back and reflected in this whole ordeal, and what a long strange trip it's been...(LOL, I like vitamin C, but not that other stuff, I wonder how many will get this) Tonight I am in "so what" mode. I will play my hour again on guitar, study what I won't say, go to bed, wake up, and head to NVCI to see my oncologist. My "it is what it is" is working well. I should be home by 1:00pm. I will be back in this thread and let you all know...
I should also be sitting funny after another jab from the Ms. Lancelot and the Lupron sword (dull).
I have been blessed with good results so far. And I have every reason to believe I am in good hands.
I sure do love you all...
Tony