7th November
It is a week now since I had my HIFU treatment, and perhaps it's time to assess the last seven days.
My experience with HIFU has not been one of - 'out on the quad bike the next day; peeing normally from the word go; sex like it never was before'. Alright, I'm being facetious, but occasionally I have seen comments implying that recovery from HIFU is little more than getting over a common cold. In my case anyway it hasn't been that simple but, having said that, it really hasn't been at all problematic (so far!).
Pain. Nothing that I could honestly call pain. A certain amount of discomfort from the incision in my abdomen for the suprapubic catheter, but that rapidly settled down. Some distension in my lower abdomen. And the ' knives'. Not my description, but one used by someone posting elsewhere with experience of HIFU. This is the stinging/pricking feeling in the end of my penis. It has occurred at a fairly low level of discomfort on a number of occasions during the past few days, but it is when attempting to pass urine that it really comes into its own!
It truly isn't sufficiently bad that I would call it pain, but there is a certain quality to the discomfort that makes it a peculiarly ... ... er ... ... interesting. I guess as much as anything it's because of where it's located which is a pretty sensitive area. I understand that some people do not experience this at all; others do and I have no way of assessing how my discomfort compares with theirs. I understand that it is referred pain from the prostate area and, because I had hemi-ablation of my gland, it's possibly worse than if I had had a full ablation, as there is more inflamed tissue remaining. I'm assuming that as the inflammation in my prostate subsides, the 'knives' will decrease.
Other negative aspects. The suprapubic catheter and urine bags take a little bit of getting used to, but one soon gets the hang of things. I am now no longer using a bag, which makes things a lot easier. I still have the catheter in place but I attempt to pee normally as and when I can, although with only very limited success so far. If I feel my bladder is filling up too much I just open the clamp on the end of the catheter and void into the toilet.
I no longer have a dressing at the point where the catheter exits my abdomen. There is still a little bit of leakage at this point (mainly urine; a little bit of blood) so I pull up the incontinence pad a little higher than it would normally would be worn so that it covers that area. I tape down the catheter tube onto my abdomen a couple of inches away from where it exits, just to prevent any tugging.
At the moment incontinence is not an issue, although there are just a few drips on the pad. I am assuming that as my normal urinary function improves so also will the degree of incontinence. However, I'm reasonably confident that this will be relatively short lived.
I can't really comment yet on erectile capability, because I have been effectively neutered ever since being on hormone treatment. My libido is non-existent and therefore erectile functionality isn't currently an issue. Hopefully, once my libido returns, I'll be able to report positively on function. Having said that, yesterday evening I was able to produce definite stirrings as the result of visual stimulation.
I've felt a little bit fatigued this week, but not excessively so. To a certain extent that was the case previously anyway, because I'm still feeling the results of my three months of hormone treatment, despite the fact that technically it finished five weeks ago. I've been out raking leaves, general tidying around in the garden, going into town and doing the shopping, in fact all of the normal type of daily activities, without getting into anything which involves heavy lifting or extensive bending (too much bending tends to be a little uncomfortable in the lower abdomen).
I've been sleeping well at night. In fact, considerably better than I was before HIFU, when I was getting up far too many times during the night as one of the side-effects of hormone treatment.
Constipation has been a pain in the a-s! Again, this is at least in part a hangover from my hormone treatment. It was probably exacerbated by the general anaesthetic. Being constipated when your lower abdomen is already rather tender isn't ideal, but I've been taking the necessary measures to combat it with a certain amount of success.
And that's about it so far. I'm passing small debris in my urine and the occasional larger, bloody chunk which gives me great pleasure because I tell myself that I'm getting my own back on the Pca!
The catheter will need to remain in place until I can demonstrate that I am able to pee freely and routinely, and that I am emptying my bladder fairly completely. I'm not sure how long that will be, but it could be several weeks more. It just depends how things go.
I have a routine MRI scan in a few days time, and a PSA test in three months.
In summary, I am obviously not able to compare my experience of HIFU treatment with surgery or brachytherapy (the other two options that I was considering). Time will tell how successful HIFU has been in terms of retaining continence and erectile function and, of course, in successfully eradicating my PCa. So far, I certainly have no regrets in choosing HIFU. More later.