Hi Mel:
The above posters have said it quite well - Hormone therapy is not fun but it IS manageable.
Remember that they don't call it "Chemical castration" for nothing.
I was on Lupron for 10 months and here is my story:
First three weeks of a 3 month shot - no problem whatsoever. Maybe this stuff is not that bad after all.
Week four - What the hell? No more morning erections, not to mention night time erections. Hot flashes started. More of an irritation than anything else.
Week five & following - I learned the meaning of the word "Libido". For the first time since I was about 12 years old I did not even WANT sex. Now this is a weird feeling for a normal male and takes some getting used to.
Second & third three & four month Lupron shots - That first time was just another shot in the butt. The second shot hurt bad and had me limping for 2 days. The morning after the third shot I could not even get out of bed because my right leg could not support me. Next day I managed to limp around but very painful.
Be aware that this does not happen to everyone. Also I have not experienced weight gain or mental problems.
I am on Lupron vacation right now - Just Casodex. My testosterone level is up from 20 to 180 in the past 5 months. Still very low but getting better. Still no interest in sex.
I noticed that my testicles were about the size of jellybeans. Bummer.
My plan (grudgedly agreed to by my Onc) is to go with intermittent HT to give my body a chance to recover between doses.
Mel, it's not fun but it is something that can be managed.
Don K.