Hi An! I see you have good news on your husband's PSA test, too! Congratulations! I hope your life is near normal!
Hello Ger and 142! Thank you. I am going to do what I've done before, I will print up everything (about the pump) that may help us as we go down another road. It all seems a bit scary. Of course, after battling cancer...
David, Ron actually asked about you and hopes things are much better in your life! Oh, I see Mike is still here, too. Hello!
Alex, I don't believe we have met. I think your feelings and reflections aren't far from normal. We have felt like that at times. It has been a long, cold weather and that may be a bit of it. Aging doesn't always feel so good. There's more, of course...
Ron is now talking about taking testosterone again. I am totally against this as I believe that it encouraged the cancer cells to grow. That's a whole new topic which I will have to research!
Just want to leave on a positive note. The youngest Grandbabe is finally potty trained! 
YAY!
Alex, this little event is happy, but it is also the realization that she is no longer a baby. I cried about that. Silly, I know. Own up to your feelings and please don't think you are wrong to have such feelings. Possibly, if it gets worse you mat want to talk to someone?
Look at me! Here I am giving advice to someone I don't know. So sorry... 
Peace,
Aimzee