Douglas,
Welcome to our forum and sorry you have to be here. First as you will find out there are no silly questions in this forum as we all were new to this at one time. There is not much I can add to help your situation other than you will find way too many guys here that are suffering and fighting this crap like you and many of them will be here to support you through there own experiences. One of them Raddad (Bud) has already done that, he is one of my closest friends in this forum and you will not find anyone more positive in attitude than him on winning this war on PC. I will say you are the first I have seen here that had to go through a orchiectomy, I have read about the procedure but not met anyone who had it performed. You will also find a lot of guys here who are currently doing trials on new drugs and treatments that many here hope will help win the war in the very near future. The last thing to remember is "No One Fights Alone" and as of today you will never be alone in this fight.
Terry The Water Guy.