turpT1a said...
Inchoation,
You are mostly right about the post op staging. The one exception is the stage pT0, which occurs when no residual cancer is found. As we discussed before, you would be kicking yourself a lot more if your Gleason 7 turned into a Gleason 0.
I find it interesting how we deal with life psychologically. Consider two cases:
1. a clinical pre-operative G6 followed by a G7 after surgery
2. a clinical pre-operative G7 followed by a G6 after surgery
Anybody in his right mind would prefer to be in case 2. However, the person in case 1 feels that he dodged a bullet by undergoing the surgery, while the person in case 2 feels cheated.
I'm the rare guy who can find the one cowpie in the beautiful meadow. Had I been case 1, I would be horrified. I'd be thinking that all the while I thought I had some benign cancer but wanted it out because of the word "cancer". In having it out, I would be terrified that the fact it was a 7 and worse than feared meant a much higher probability of micrometastasis.
It's ironic you posted those two scenarios. I struggle with which way to feel about
the whole ordeal. Should I just be thankful that I went from 7 to 6 believing I'm done with all of this, or should I feel cheated I was unable to choose AS due to the 7? I battle that from time to time but most of the time I'm on the side that is thankful I was "better than expected". I realize it could be far worse, it always can be, but as a guy who strives for perfection in most things, but is trying to recover from that sickness, nothing will ever be good enough.