Yes the joys of androgen deprivation therapy, muscle pain, charley horses, joint pain, arthritis pain, insomnia, brain drain,hot flashes, zero libido, depression, fatigue hypertension ademia did I miss anything I have to admit surgery was a piece of cake. Pop a pill to sleep pop another to wake up. After a year of this I've totally forgotten what normal was. Every morning I
open my eyes I consider it a bonus, when i stand up its a new challenge for the day, it's the new norm. Nine months to and I am on vacation hopefully a long one. Hang in there