Tony Crispino said...
White Bird,
We have a lot in common looking at your history. I went a different rout in treatment in 2007 with surgery, adjuvant radiation, adjuvant "gift giving" for 28 months. Where we are alike is that I had a low T level when everything started out at 219. I also came back up on the T levels very slowly.
Just out of curiosity why did you choose to go in the trial? Obviously you could have decided any of the three ways on your own. It's just my guess that you were ok with all three options at the time you decided to go into the trial. Maybe today you have less thought about the Arm 3 you landed in. But the goal of that trial is to compare the three options efficacy.
Tony,
As you guessed, I weighed the benefits and hazards and ultimately decided that the risks were acceptable. I had prior experience with flushing (similar to hot flashes but slightly different) when taking niacin for cholesterol control and found that endurable. The hot flashes turned out to be less severe than the niacin. I had suffered ED due to the previous RP surgery so loss of libido didn't seem to be much of a step further down that road. To be sure, there has been sadness and emotions, but I have managed to suppress them and carry on.
Not anticipated was the brain fog and cognitive effects. Also, as mentioned in my previous post, I suffered anemia that is still an ongoing problem even though my T level is returning. Apparently this is a possible though infrequent side effect of the ADT, or less likely, the radiation has induced some leukemia in my bone marrow. The blood count numbers fell early on and have remained fairly level, but began to seriously affect my lifestyle in the past 4 months with fatigue and vertigo.
This last condition might have influenced me to forgo the ADT arm of the study, and I will have to think hard about
resuming ADT if the radiation fails.