Great post Denis. My first holiday season too - joining the club no one wants to join. Great people here who are very helpful and encouraging! Vets and moderators here make a bad situation manageable with sharing their own history and helping us newbies get through another day of worrying and wondering what the future will bring. This experience makes you thankful for things that money can not buy. Time with Family, good friends and good people on the site. God bless everyone and hopes for a healthy and happy new year!