Sorry to hear of this! Fairwind, if you check in, know you're in my thoughts and prayers. This disease can be a relentless foe, and inspiring guys like Fairwind are strong and dedicated fighters.
I've always enjoyed interacting with him. I believe he was one of the earliest to greet me here in 2013. As a fellow G9 case, we trade a lot of notes about
aggressive treatments. He had one core with G9, and opted for surgery initially. Many subsequent treatments came later on.
For the record, Fairwind's entry is at the bottom of the first page in this thread:
The Gleason 9 Crew - Welcome and how ya doin'?. (Our long-standing G9 Crew thread I began a long time ago as a gathering place for those of us with this diagnosis to meet and chat about
the specific concerns. G9 discussions trend more toward survival than minimizing sexual impacts.)