Thanks guys, for the support. It was an enormous relieve (I know I don't have to tell anyone here) to see that undetectable. No matter how many times I need to go thru this, the stress, for me, is unreal. I know everyone is different. I have been working hard on mindfulness meditation, which Tall Allen turned me onto years ago. I am taking it more seriously and meditating every day, Hope it helps my anxiety eventually.
As far as the heart thing goes, I don't know why, but I am less anxious about
that, just an "is what it is" attitude. Hopefully it will be nothing, If its something, I'll deal with it.
81GyGuy, thanks for the kind words. But I would change your comment slightly... "if my docs are as good at being docs as I am AT BEING A DOC, then I am in good hands" LOL. I sometimes think I know more , or at least am more current, then they are, at least when it comes to heart issues.
81GyGuy said...
If your docs are as good at being docs as you are at being a moderator, then you are in good hands.