i was 43 when dxed your gonna be fine brother we are all here for you, your young and have some time to do your homework on your treatment so just take a deep breath and relax . let me tell you one thing to be a fact ,as im sure most of the young guys and for that matter most all guys on here, IT ISNT AS BAD AS YOUR MIND MAKES IT OUT TO BE. i know you havea full plate , but dont let your mind run away with neg thoughts. im a worry wart , type a personality always movin and i tend to overanalyze, all said and done it wasnt the worst thing ive ever experienced. stay here and ask all the questions you can ,there is no such thing as a stupid question,ask this is where you need to be . post as much as you are comfortable good luck my brother we are all in this together and i mean all of us..........................dirt
p.s. get you wife involved if your comfortable with that she is goin thru this with you if she needs a womans point of veiw my wife and many other wonderful women on here can help. we will be right here when you need us..................promise