Todd,
One look at your sig would say that your statement about cancer is a gross understatement. It certainly does suck,and a whole lot more verbs and adverbs can be added to it.
I think the most imortant thing for all of us is that we don't suck too. Somehow, we've got to face this like men, and maintain our outlook on life. As I've said before, your story inspires me.
Keep that chin up and chest out. If at all possible, try to leave the CAT results in the background. Find some other challenge to distract you. Keep talking to the source of your strength.
Maybe you ought to consider writing a book. I want to hear the bear story as well.
Keep on keeping on Todd. Good luck on the scan results !