Got a call from the Radiation Oncologist and they have changed my appointment up to this Friday. A little soon for me as I was scheduled for the 19th, but maybe it’s for the best and something is moving me to have it done sooner for a reason. My wife and I have looked into every option that is available to me and I feel like we have made the best decision we could. I have decided to have seeds only with no IGRT followup.
I am hoping for the best and looking for a good outcome from my procedure (as we all do once we decide on our treatment), but only time will tell what my path will be from here on out. We all know that whatever treatment we select, our lives will be forever changed, as our lives were changed when we first heard that we have this disease.
All of you have been a great help and comfort to me through this process. I was welcomed when I wrote my first post (when I was very scared) and made me feel like I had some time, could take a breath and made me think that maybe things weren’t as bad as I first thought.
I have heard all sides and views about all treatments, read personal stories that have moved me, read comments that made me laugh (and we all need that sometimes), read augments (er ah, I mean spirited debates) that really showed me the passion some of you have about different treatments (and really learned a lot from them subjectively), was guided to a ton of clinical data (from which I learned a lot objectively). You have shared your experience (and much of it very personal) of what to expect before during and after each treatment (I would have never known that I would have a bloody orgasm after a biopsy!). You have helped me through this difficult time in my life and I am grateful.
Sorry to ramble on like this and I don’t know that many will read this far, but I thank you.