three month post ralp conference

Today, had first quarterly post RALP follow up w. primary care, then with surgeon. Everyone's happy about the unmeasureable psa.

Have probably lost only a tablespoon of urine since cath removal. Have been off caffeine totally and was off wine until last few weeks--slowly adding that back. Doing the kegels and working back into regular elliptical and dumbbells. Surgeon's nurse said going into surgery in good physical shape and watching caffeine were probably what helped me most. So feel lucky and good there.

Have the new edition of Walsh's book and discussed with surgeon my "box" on the chart showing chances of having no PSA rise for 10 yrs. For my case, gleason 3+ 4, pos. margin but capsule contained, the chance is 58%. Of course, that means 42% chance of getting a rise. Got some 1000mg pom extract at health food store. Asked both docs about it. They said they were ok with me taking it and would not conflict w. current meds. But they weren't saying it would help, either. The pom juice was probably not good for me due to high carbs--I am pre-diabetic.

Was already vegetarian and have gone off dairy too for last few weeks (mostly). Did have cheese enchilada at mex. restaurant meal to celebrate today though--ok, so sue me.

The ED has been manageable. Getting workable erections but not as good as before. Work away from wife so have sex once every 4-6 weeks. Also no libido whatsoever. Surgeon, also a urologist, gave me a 30 day sample of cialis. Appears this may be better for long term blood vessel and nerve health than the "as needed" levitra I have been on for two years. Am a little worried about the cost of cialis on a long term basis, as am already incurring extra living costs being out of town. But will try the cialis for the month and then see what to do.

Anyone know the best way to get cialis reasonable cost but still good quality?

Feel so fortunate and may attend church twice on Sunday. Every day is a gift now (well, was before surgery, too, but hits home more now..)

Best to you all in your journeys. Many guys here are facing really, really hard situations and I hope the best for each of them.

Bobbiesan

Nice story.