Posted 7/13/2012 3:41 PM (GMT 0)
Well, I had my second RT consult this morning. It's really strange (or, as they say here in Maine, awd) - I don't feel down or scared (though, I go through cycles), just...resigned. I'm not a pessimist nor am I an optimist, but I've kind of known that my PC journey was not over. I was hoping that this was it and I could just get on with my life, but...as the saying goes, "No soup for you!".
So, the second RT doc (who was much better than the first - a real sphincter) said that with my Gleason and staging, adjuvant radiation is usually done. This means they don't wait for the PSA to rise as they do in salvage radiation, they just do the RT after at least 3 months post-op. The good news is she didn't recommend hormone therapy along with RT, as Dr. Sphincter did.
They both use IGRT, which I guess is good. The bummer is that the 2nd doc is a 40 minute drive, the 1st is 15 minutes away. Not too bad until December comes and the threat of snow and ice. Oh well, I'm a Mainah, I can deal.
So, I'm sitting here, trying to take this all in. On top of this, of course, are the two little "i" issues - incontinence and impotence. Man, isn't the disease enough to deal with - do we really need these other issues piled on? Sucks the grand wazoo, eh?
Well, nuff b*tching for now. I'm off to the store and then to see a friend, then a bar-b-cue later and a music festival this weekend. Gotta keep living despite this SOB disease!
Ted