I just got mine last week. I wasn't going to post anything about
it since I really have no cause to complain as compared to some of the other folks here fighting this disease. Yet, it weighs on me heavily. What does the future hold in store? When is my expiration date?
Here I am one year after surgury and my PSA is at .03. Undetectable? Not really. Signs of a recurrance? Not yet. So here I am in limbo for the time being.
And to make matters a little worse, I seem to have more questions than answers. The notes of my post-op pathology clearly indicated a focal positive margin, yet my final score was T2c. Shouldn't it have been a T3 ? My urologist thinks so. Does it really matter now in the scheme of things? Probably not.
He also says that I will be needing radiation in the future, something that scares the bejeezus out of me. I was surprised that he was so confident of that. I guess I was hoping for some positive encouragement, but that was not the case.