You said...
I need a rather large dose, wink-wink.
Ah, I see. You have a
large problem to solve. Make sure you tell the pharmacist that you need the Herman Melville "Moby" needle -- extra wide and blunt with a barb. For the man who is going to get it up or die trying.
And don't forget the mantra that helps get your head in the right place:
To the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee.I think it is printed on the package that the Moby's Dick needles come in.