Hello Sally .....
I haven't done a long distance move since 1989 .... and I still remember the tension from then .... sorry for what you're going thru.
All the blood tests look pretty good - my WBC last Friday was really low, but the nurse said not to worry about it since it was just 11-days after the last Jevtana treatment.
It's always a feeling of relief whenever you see the PSA count go down - even if it doesn't tell as much about the status of the cancer as one would like! So good news there!
I hope this is of some benefit, but both of my shoulders had light intensity but sharp pains all the way up to about two weeks ago - or two weeks after the #3 treatment for me. Since then, the shoulder pains have disappeared.
Note ...... for the past two weeks, I have been sleeping 2 to 3-hours during the day (usually afternoon) + each night for at least 7-hours overnight. I feel better ... and ... my side effects of major constipation with some diarrea have reduced noticeably.
At a "Mens with Cancer" support group meeting two weeks ago, one of the men (with lung cancer) brought in a book - and quoted from it that to heal a hurt body, we need 10-hours of sleep a day. That seems to have helped me lately.
On my homefront ... Mom is doing OK. I will see her in the next few days and then again on Christmas next week. But Christmas is only 2-days after my next Jevtana session .... so I will be wearing one of those surgical masks when i go to see her next week.
Gizmo is good. I'de be lost without him. He seems to be getting even closer to me lately - don't know if that's a good or a bad sign!!!!
Something very close has happened recently that i want to share. My oldest daughter has totally backed away from me for the past 4-months with no communications at all. It starte 18-months ago when I was last in the hospital. I wrote her a long letter telling her how isolated I have been feeling - she wrote me back a short letter of defensive positioning. I think it's her trying to put me out of her mind - so she doesn't have to think about when I am gone. But she denies being ... realistically in denial. She has cut me off of communications again - will likely not see her for Christmas - or either of my grandaughters.
But ........ I sent a copy of that letter to my youngest daughter also. Two days later, I got the most loving kind of response from her I could have imagined. It's a long story ...... but we have gotten even closer in the past two weeks. She wants to call me weekly and see me monthly - and said "she doesn't want to be without her Dad"! I think she's been in a position of not knowing what to do while I'm going thru this .... and she wants to be more in my life than she has been.
So it's one of those ...... good news/bad news stories!!!
In reality .... I'm not going thru this alone. I am on a daily basis, but at least I know that someone (family) really cares .... besides Gizzy! Oh yes ...... and I have felt that my oncology nurse practitioner is extremely caring and in a professional way .... so that helps much!!!
Thanks for your concern. HW helps too!
Rob & Gizzy