I've been feeling guilty lately about
not stopping by here, with all the great advice I received from you guys my plan was to pay it forward, and I haven't followed thru on my pledge with myself and I want to explain why.
Since being told I had a high psa back in march I didn't have a day that it hasn't crossed my mind, or some days just after dx when it consumed my thoughts. A few months after the operation while everything was settling back to normal I still could not say I got thru a day without it being somewhat in my thoughts (that's why I didn't do A.S.). So it finally happened my wife and I spent a week in the florida keys in early feb and at the of the 3rd day I realized I hadn't had it cross my mind in at least a couple days. So things are getting back to normal and I know that new people here are in great hands with you guys(and gals) . Hope I don't sound selfish I know a lot of you here don't have the luxury of putting this aside. I'm not saying that I want to deny my PCA I just don't want it to define me.
With all that said I proud to be a member here with such great warriors! And I'll try to come around more often.
thanks, carl