New blog post

I thought some of you might be interested in where I am at right now. It would be too long of a post to write here> My computer is getting a little better fyi but I still have a long way to go. I think I have a trojan. This all started when I downloaded the kindle app.

Thank you Redwing. I know my numbers are really good and I don't have to worry much at the moment. Mandy tends to worry though. I sure miss you and the others. Todd......P.S. Michigan??? BRRRR

Andrew,
Yeah I hate shift work. My doctor put me on restriction saying I will not work shift work. I could play that card but things are crazy at work and I don't need a target on my back.

Thanks for the reply bill. I ain't been online much. Computer issues. Things are getting better though.

Thanks mww. Hope to see y'all in new york

I know what you mean on shift work. My department has been doing more "after hours" and late evening work in the last six months. I don't like it but also don't want to get into the "career limiting" alternative of objecting or finding a new job.

I've been thinking that instead of working, I could just become a world famous blogger and live off the advertising from my website. :)

Andrew

Dear Todd - another amazing heartfelt and truthful posting on your blog... I react to two points -
1- " I do not have the faith of a mustard seed. "
2- " I do not have a will..."

What you have shared with us in your journey is in truth, that act of "faith" in which we all hold onto (whether we believe in G*d or not). It does not have to shouted over the rooftops - but done quietly through our actions and deeds towards our fellow man and woman.
You have that grace within you that shines and helps so many other people - people you will never meet or are aware of - you are that mustard seed. And for that, we thank you.

Please write a will now.
Please specify someone as "power of attorney for health care and real estate".
Take that burden off yourself and those you love.
It can be simple as a handwritten note witnessed by a doctor or banker (someone who knows you) or an online form you can download or a lawyer ($$$)...
When Steve and I decided to sell the home in Toronto, our lawyer felt it was best to update our wills and include power of attorney. It has helped us cope with my injuries, illnesses and cancer.

This is one aspect that can free you and allow you to focus on the good things in your life.

Hugs,

Bronson and Steve

Todd, I was going to post on your Blog replies but did not get to it, then had internet problems also. Anyway, Bronson's post was right on. I too have not done the things I am suppose to. I too worry for my wife. I too do not focus on the reality of the situation sometimes. But I do have the faith of a mustard seed. I am grounded in my faith. And the most important thing to me is also to surround myself and fellowship with those of a like mind. I will echo Bronson's words that you are an inspiration to a lot of us whether you hear from them or not, literally thousands of Healing well members read your post and others of our "family". I will, sign off like I always do, and really mean this this time,especially strong to you now.Keep the faith, brother. Dan & Rose

P.S. "Cast your cares" by 11 year Cancer survivor Tim Timmons is a great song, look for the lyrics!

Todd,
Don't be too quick to eliminate Enzalutamide as an additional option. Because these drugs are both AR drugs there is some expectations that when the AR drugs fail that other AR drugs won't work. But Abiraterone and Enzalutamide have different mechanisms of operation I many times they do not have cross-resistance.

But as for Amanda and her new job, we're all hear praying for you both. I left ya a message and hope to talk soon.