Trimix question from new member on steroids.

Hello everyone. I saw a lot of great information and wanted to sign up to hopefully enable myself to get some more specific help. I am a 45 year old male with e/d. When I was in my early 20's I became interested in and started taking steroids. Unfortunately I had no idea what I was doing and knew nothing about post cycle therapy. In turn, this caused me to crash my natural testosterone. When I was 36 and finally had myself tested I was told that I have the testosterone of an average 75 year old man.
I was prescribed testosterone replacement therapy; which I took for many years until my financial situation changed; for the worse. I still wanted to take trt, but had to start buying it from underground labs. Because their testosterone is often under dosed, I found myself experimenting with my injections. If I took too much, I gained water weight, and if I took too little I felt lethargic.
I now inject myself with testosterone enthanate on a weekly basis. Because it is from an ugl, I have no idea how much it actually is and have no idea what my blood work would show up as.
Sorry for the long history, but I wanted to offer some background into before getting into my current question. I have always used viagra with great success. But, when my financial situation changed I started buying generic stuff from overseas. Now, I have to take up to seven 100mg viagra tablets to achieve and erection and the sides are a bit weird, as I see tracers, which I can only imagine is not good for me.
Since injections are nothing scary for me, I thought that Trimix might be a good solution based on my financial situation. I went to my general practitioner and he would not prescribe it as it is a mix of compounds he was afraid to prescribe. He suggested I visit a urologist. But, I am wondering what the normal protocol is with regards to getting it? Will I have to give blood? If so, I am wondering what my testosterone levels might show up as, since I am self medicating with testosterone at unknown levels. Should I tell the urologist what I am doing? Also, can there be any negative future ramifications with that information being in my records?
I have traveled all over the world and lived in different countries for many years. I was wondering if I told my doctor that I have been prescribed Trimix in another country and not have to worry so much about their tests? Would they be more inclined to give it to me without having to go through a first timers protocol? Of course I would have to be careful and not inject too much the first time. I just wanted to know the thoughts of others as I am new to this and really am just hoping to get trimix the easiest way possible. Thank you for your thoughts, advice and please forgive my ignorance.

Chad,

Not an expert on such things but I don't see any compelling reason why you shouldn't see a urologist to get worked up an see what is going on with your ED. If nothing else (s)he could probably hook you up with some samples so you could figure out whether sildenafil has stopped working for you or whether your off-shore pills don't actually contain any sildenafil.

You might also consider talking to a doctor about your testosterone levels. There are things that can be done, sometimes, to restart one's natural production and wean oneself off of the synthetic stuff. This forum isn't a particularly good source of information on such things but the topic does pop up from time to time. Look for "Tall Allen"'s suggesion on this thread for some drugs you could talk to a doctor about (your primary care doctor might prefer to refer you to an endocrinologist.)

I would'n worry too much about confiding in a few discrete doctors. Unless you are a sports professional nothing you describe is wildly illegal and confidentiality should protect you from casual leaks.

Good luck.

As Jstar mentioned: http://www.franktalk.org/

Here in the states, your medical record is private and most doctors very discreet about such things.

Andrew

Thank you teddydog! I appreciate your time.