Posted 6/30/2018 3:44 AM (GMT 0)
Well, I had my uriflow and retention test today and then conversation with a nurse practitioner (NP). Flow was ok (500 mL with score of "20"), but I had 300 mL retained afterwards and I tried to go again in 25 minutes and got nothing more out. Before starting Flomax 8 weeks ago, definitely had a lot more urinary flow issues(weak flow, and wanting to go frequently).
NP suggested that I need to give RP some serious consideration because radiation is going to "lock in" where I'm at best -- i.e. it's not going to get any better and could get worse.
He prescribed daily 5 mg of Cialis and then repeat the uriflow test in a week and see where I am at.
I'm also scheduled to see the RO in 2 1/2 weeks (he's the one that wanted the uriflow and retention test), but I'll try to see if I can move that up at all. If I do decide on surgery, they are scheduling about 4 to 5 weeks out -- not good because I'm anxious to begin treatment beyond Lupron since getting the G9 second opinion.
Right now, the uncertainty and the burden of making a treatment decision is much worse than any current issues with the cancer itself -- though this uncertainty I guess is indeed an issue of the cancer.
My thinking in wanting the triple play was that it offered greater probability of remaining cancer free post treatment (i.e. occurrence) and bypassed any possible RP side effects. Also, with RP, I'm highly likely looking at surgery + pelvic radiation + ADT.
So, I guess I have to wait to see how the repeat test goes, and then see what the RO says, i.e. what plan he would offer. The plus I guess of surgery is getting the full pathology post RP, and a rebuilt urinary tract -- but the risk of surgery SE (don't care about ED, do care about continence).
It's never easy -- but I keep telling myself one day at a time and that God doesn't give us more than we can handle. But hopefully this is the third an last downer(first "you have cancer", second "it's G9, not G8", and now triple play may be off the table).
Battle on!