All I want to do is sleep. End of story. That's all I have the energy for. I have to force myself to get out of bed, to get ready for work, at least I'm sitting while I drive to work. Then my concentration is poor all day at work.
I sleep. In bed by 9:30 at night. Up around 5:30 - 6:00 in the AM. Weekends I sleep whenever my body feels the need - or I try to do this.
My dreams are weird and give me more anxiety than my daily life right now. I know we've discussed Imuran causing the dreams. Now I wonder if the Imuran isn't disturbing my sleep patterns so that I remember the dreams more than I normally would.
I'm about ready to grab a Coke just so I'm not falling asleep in front of my work station.
In the process of getting set up with a new PCP. Will definitely mention this when I see him - but it will be weeks...
I know that I should exercise and that might help - but there is hardly energy to function let alone exert myself. Although yesterday afternoon when I was about falling asleep, I did got to the stairwell and take four flights down and then back up. I was hoping to be reinvigorated. Nope.
sigh... thanks for reading my vent.