Hi, wondering if there is anyone else out there who has had UC for an extended period of time like me (30 yrs). It seems like after this long of a time it is hard to find a physician who is aggressive in treatment. I actually had my last Dr. tell me "I don't know what to do with you, I've never had anyone have UC this long without surgery." Let me clarify that surgery has never been proposed to me in the past, so it is not like I've ever refused it or anything. I changed Drs a couple of years ago but it seems like I am in the same "trap" with the new one. I got in to see him a couple of months ago with symptoms of left sided pain, frequent diarrhea and a couple of brand new ones I have never had before - - -leaking of liquid stool (no warning) and ongoing rectal pain (comes on with a knife-like pain, hard to sit, lasts for hours). He told me to start a liquid probiotic and scheduled me for my annual colonoscopy in Oct. Now I continue to have the same sx with inability to eat much of anything (although weight is miraculously steady). The leaking of stool is a real problem but these Drs don't seem to get the impact that has on your daily life. I feel mentally drained from just managing my illness on a daily basis (I have to work). I am constantly either in the bathroom or planning my next trip. Thank God I have a sit-down job. Is there any hope? I am thinking a colostomy looks good at this point. FYI - I have an HMO and live in a rural area so its not like I have tons of options.