Thanks for all the support everyone! =D
All of your input really is very helpful to me.
I'm writing to answer a couple of questions you guys asked in your replies.
Quincy asked if they had done any stool samples to check if anything else was wrong. I don't think they did unless they got one while they tried to do the colonscopy. You also asked what exactly in the TPN was affecting my pancreas. I think they said it's the dextrose and liapose or lipase or I can't remember how it's spelled. It was like the lipids or something. But yeah if really threw things off. My blood sugars were running around 230 and since they took me off they're down to about
130.
A few people mentioned when I can go home. The doctor told me this morning that I'll be getting discharged tomorrow afternoon right after my second remicade treatment. They scheduled it so that I can get it before they unhook my picc line so they don't have to poke me again.
And I so agree with Red_34's comment about
realizing how serious this disease can be. I didn't realize how close to dying I was until I'd been in here for about
a week and started feeling better. I just got so used to feeling like crap I didn't realize how bad it was. Even the doctors said that I was really close to needing my colon removed. And I know that I probably could have only gone another few days just because of my diet. I just was not eating anymore. And even when I got here I didn't eat for about
3 days. I would start to black out all the time and was really shaky. And I had lost so much weight I was just literally wasting away. And the pain. Good lord lol. My parents thought I was going into shock. Like if they said something to me I would look at them but they said I was looking at them like I didn't know who they were. So yeah it was pretty bad but I feel sooo much better now and I'm so excited to get back to school. I know I need to take a while off and rest still. I don't know what i'd do if I sent things backwards just because I tried to do too much too fast. But anyway. Things are looking up!! :-D