I am new to the forum today, and am very thankful to have found this. I will give my story, as abbreviated as possible.
I am a 36 year old male. I have had UC for eight years. I have been on every drug, including trial drugs, that are prescribable for UC. I am currently on Asacol, 20mgs of Prednizone, 3 Immodium, and Remicade. Even on these drugs I am having 8-12 bowel movements a day on my best days, and upwards of 30-40 on my worst. All of my bowel movements are diarrhea and contain moderate blood loss. They are also uncontrollable. I feel that I have never truly been in remission in the past eight years, but within the past three years it has gotten to the point where I am unable to leave my house unless I don't eat for a couple days, and even then I still run the risk of having an "accident".
I cannot work. Disability has been a nightmare trying to get (still in the process....may have to go before a judge). I cannot afford insurance. I have liquidated all of my savings and investments and am now facing losing my home.
I have read a couple posts about surgery, and am going to dictate to my doctor on Tuesday that we pursue that. I have no idea how I can afford it, or if there are any options for me. Does anyone have any advice on surgical options or disability or any other road that I might travel down?
I feel that my life is really pointless right now unless I can figure something out soon. I am not giving up, but I feel hopeless more often than not. Sorry to poor mouth. I just don't know where or who to turn to for help or advice. Thanks.