I certainly emphatize. I wonder how my life would have been different if I didn't have this condition and it's other physical manifestations for 10 years. We are the strong! It's a wonder I'm still here to be honest. IT's been a difficult road.
Have you tried modifiying your diet. I was bedridden all but 4-5 weeks ago. Now I okay. I'm still getting over some skin problems but the colitis end is good. I am in remission right now!