hi,
i'm so sorry you are suffering. i can relate to the "living like an elderly woman" thing - i think that to myself often these days! it is a tough call as to what to do. UC struck me while i was in college and i understand what you are going through. i was able to get by w/asacol and rowasa enemas (and prednisone for big flares)...for awhile. when this last flare hit, i went on prednisone and it didn't seem as effective. i am still struggling to get off of it and get this flare cleared up. however, like you, i didn't want to try remicade or immuran. but i eventually caved in to taking the immuran because the pred just wasn't cutting it like it used to, and i really don't want surgery. i guess what i'm wondering is: is the prednisone helping you at all? if not, immuran or remicade are the next drugs to try according to the docs. my impression (and i am not a doctor!) is that the immuran is the lesser of the 2 evils. however it does take some time for it to build up in your system (months sometimes). i am not sure if it is doing anything for me to be honest w/you, but there are people on this forum for which it has helped a lot and they seem to live normal lives. MYUC is one person on this forum - maybe he will respond to this post, because he's had great success w/immuran. i guess it's trial and error - everyone's different. like you, i am an outdoorsy person too. immuran has made me more sensitive to heat/sunlight. so i try to do things outdoors later in the afternoon. but everyone is different - perhaps it wouldn't affect you the same way it does me! i have heard that one should wear sunscreen while on it. have you tried many alternative treatments, such as probiotics? they have helped me some - i take 3 pills daily of the renew life ultimate flora critical care 50 billion...if you are just starting, i would only start w/one pill, then work your way up to 2, etc. what about diet change/food journal? some people cut out certain foods and have had success. what about steroid enemas? some people have had success w/those. i wish i could give you some concrete advice, but i think what works for one person doesn't always work for another. please don't despair - i totally know how you feel, and it's very frustrating. you are not alone. and remember, it's your body - don't let the GI's push you around. on the same note, don't let yourself get so low you get in trouble of having to go to the hospital! don't let uc keep you from your dreams either...i live in the country and have horses and dogs (always my big dream!) and while i can't always do everything i want/the way i want (like before uc), i try to focus on what i CAN do and take it a day at a time. good luck, and i hope you can get a good remission going for you!