I really just wish there was an easy way like I said in other posts after 3 months on 40mg I snapped and started to go into such a bad depression I look back now and I should have been given copeing meds at the very begining. I was so weak from blood loss, constant bathroom trips. The problem was i didnt realize i was sevearly depressed. And when my husband suggested it i felt like he was down playing the pain i was in. And predisone made me terrified of everything and very negative, I had every one of the signs of depression. I think it messes with me so much cause it changes my sleep patterns. Even though I slept with ambien I never felt refreshed. Takeing a shower was an effort. I just layed on the sofa and stared at the wall all day. I couldnt eat, sleep, or have the simplest joy. It all was like one giant day. It was the most horrible year of my life.
It just felt like I was stuck I knew what I used to like to do and what I should enjoy but I felt nothing. I was dragged to a estate sale and I picked items and would say I really used to love that had my husband buy them anyway so if I got better I would enjoy them.
And that's why I fear predisone so much
Post Edited (Rose254) : 7/2/2011 8:06:00 AM (GMT-6)