Mornings are the worst for me. Every morning I feel like I should go to the hospital but I start to feel better by 11-12.
This morning is pretty bad, so I called a relative who is an emergency nurse. Her main question to me was "is it bright red blood" It always is. I've had 8 or so trips to the bathroom with about a teaspoon of blood each time. Her recommendation is to go. I'm anxious about the needles, testing, getting admitted so I start second guessing her opinion. She's a trauma nurse. Bright red blood to her means trauma. How many cases of UC has she seen?
My doctor is out of the office today so I can't speak to him. I feel ok, other than the cramping and frequency, in the morning. Afternoons, I'm pretty lethargic and dizzy. Right now, I'm a mess with anxiety about what to do.