Posted 9/14/2011 1:39 AM (GMT 0)
Hi, Everyone
I'm new to the forum. Been trying to read as many threads as I can, so I don't bore everyone with questions that have already been answered, but I feel it might help me if I get answers that are in direct response to my questions/problems.
A little backstory is this: Have had digestive issues since about the age of 15; I'm almost 33 now. I was diagnosed with IBS and Acid Reflux when I was 15. Didn't have much trouble with the IBS much that I recall; acid reflux seemed to be the main issue.
In 2008, I had a sudden flare of the IBS. I went on a strict IBS-recommended diet and within three months was better...for the most part. Had an Upper GI in 2009 and all was clear--apparently they did not find reflux.
The end of 2009 was very stressful for me, the years before that were too, but 2009 my marriage began falling apart, my grandmother passed away, I lost my job, and then my husband left me three months later followed by a year of high, high emotional distress.
It wasn't until this year, March of 2011 that my symptoms became unbearable. It started with just violent diarrhea but then progressed to blood in my stools. It was only a little at first but it quickly became the majority of my bowel movements.
Unfortunately, I've always been phobic when it comes to stomach ailments. I am an emetophobe (fear of vomiting), so my friends and family often did not take my complaint of stomach ailments too seriously, but I knew something was wrong.
It all came to head when I passed out at home and was taken to the ER and admitted into the hospital. I was diagnosed with Ulcerative Colitis. I'm not sure of the proper terms, but the GI said it was a pretty severe case as my entire colon was just covered in ulcers. I spent eight days in the hospital.
After being released, I was prescribed 10mg of Prednisone but only for a week and Asacol HD (2 pills, 3x daily). My symptoms almost immediately stopped. Bowel movements became normal, the urgency went away, no blood, no pain, and I could eat most anything I wanted though I was still pretty careful.
At the end of June I started Culinary school and in school we have to taste everything cook. It may sound silly, but I feel this is when I started experiencing symptoms again even when I only took small bites of the things I knew I cannot handle.
I wasn't too alarmed, because my GI had told me that I didn't get sick over night so I wouldn't get better over night and that I would have occasional flares and when I did just come and see him. He even told me that I may never get rid of the bleeding. That calmed me down, and so I continued to watch my symptoms but not panic about them.
Well, at the end of July, I felt like UC was starting to interfere with life again and most importantly my school. I made an appointment with my GI thinking it was no big deal and he'd give me some more Prednisone or change my meds, etc.
No. He says I need another colonoscopy. I explained over and over that my symptoms were nowhere near what they were when I was in the hospital. I wasn't even having much diarrhea just mainly urgency and a little blood, but he kept saying, "Well, you should have been cleared up by now." It had only been three months since my diagnosis. I was prepared for having to have a colonoscopy every couple years or even every year but every time I flare? I'm just very frustrated and confused.
So he sent me home with a week's worth of Prednisone and a prescription for a bowel prep. I have yet to do it for several reasons. One, I do not have insurance and already owe a ton of money to his office and the hospital; two, I don't know that I can emotionally take it right now; three, I cannot afford to miss school. And I still don't feel the flare was so bad it necessitated another colonoscopy. My biopsy came back clear when he took one in April. He told me this would not heal overnight and then completely changes his tune and acts like I should have no problems. I don't know what to do.
So now, I'm still flaring with the addition of hemorrhoids which are Hell!
I'll be the first to admit that I'm bad about following a diet. I try but it seems like what works one week doesn't another. I need to exercise but that's difficult when you think you might crap your pants every 50ft.
I was thinking of considering another GI, but since I have no insurance and no money, I am getting samples of Asacol from my GI, because otherwise it is over $800 for a month's supply as I am sure most of you know.
My symptoms are so all over the place. Blood and mucous which usually comes after a lot of gas, mainly in the morning and late at night, then I'd have mostly normal bowel movements just streaked with blood but the urgency has become worse. Sometimes I have the urge to go, I run to the bathroom, and it's mainly gas and a minimal amount of diarrhea, almost like I'm constipated. Now, I have the hemorrhoids and a lot of diarrhea especially after eating or drinking but the diarrhea doesn't last but a couple bathroom trips.
I'm sorry that this is long and kind of scattered. I guess my main questions are should I be very concerned? Is another colonoscopy this soon necessary? As I said, even though I am having a flare, it is NOTHING compared to when I was in the hospital and while I definitely don't want nor will let it get to that point again, I don't think I can handle a colonoscopy every time I flare.
I'm just lost.
Thanks for your time.
-PK-