I want to thank everyone for your posts. They really have helped me put things into perspective especially the ostomy bag. Dr. Said next steps for me would be prednisone, 6mp and/or Remicaid. I would have to see a GI to get 6mp and Remicade though as he would not administer them to me. He gave me the names of several GIs to go to discuss my condition. Outside of the afore mentioned drugs. Only other option is surgery. My doctor is a CR surgeon and he has been my only doctor through all this, going on 20 years. He has done many surgeries and is well known and respected in the area I live. Not to mention we have a great relationship and he spent almost an hour with me today explaining everything. There are not a lot of surgeons who would do that these days
I am going to talk to the GI doctors but I am not taking any of those toxic drugs. If I haven't had this disease for so long, I might consider it, but life is too short and quality of life is too important. Not to mention the longer one has this disease the higher risk of colon cancer. So...not having surgery is just postponing the inevitable but I need to get other opinions/information before making my final decision.
Also, my second husband is so very supportive, understanding and awesome. We've been married just over a year but been together 5 years. He has seen my decline over the past couple of years and he went with me to see the doctor today and will be there for me surgery or not. I have been blessed with wonderful children, new hubby and wonderful friends that are all very supportive. I know I will be in good hands whatever decision I make.
I really am glad I found this site. I've had no one to compare notes with. As far as I knew, I was the only one who had this disease. Everyone have a great weekend. I'm logging off for now and enjoying my weekend with hubby not worrying about
anything.
Life is too short not to enjoy the little things in life that really make you happy