I was diagnosed with moderate to severe ulcerative colitis in 05 i was in NH at the time with great health insurance they had me on asacol perc 5's and prednizone about a year later i moved and changed jobs i lost my insurance and stopped getting treated for my colitis so i went to the er a few times a year with painfull flare ups and they would put me on prednisone i spent over two years i prednisone till i got accepted to a special program where they put me on remicade wich helped alot but during the time in between i had started self medicating to deal with the pain and eventually became addicted they kicked me off the remicaid program because i missed a regular doc appt due to no transportaition this was in 08 since thein i was in and out of ers and self medicating for pain because of doctors refusal to give me anything to help with the colitis pain wich if you have severe colitis you know is not fun at all anyway i moved to ma in jan of 2010 and they have state medical ins so now i can see a specialist again i have been in the hospital twice a year and had flare ups three to four times a year they have me on high dose of asacol right now i am in the middle of a really bad flare up i have a few questions #1 does anyone else have a problem getting they're GI specialist to give them something for severe stomach pain.and what helps you with your pain #2 I have had a great job for 1 year and two months do i have to be worried about getting fired for missing days due to my flare up. #3 Nobody has ever been able to tell me what i can eat during a flare plenty of what i cant eat but none of what i can. #4how do you have a relationship with someone when you feel so disgusting because of your colitis