Hi everyone!!!!
I know it's been a LOOOOOOONG time since I've posted here but I've been SO busy and just had to take a few to catch you guys all up on things :D
Anyhoo, most of the old timers here know that I had a horrendous time with U/C from 2005 up until about a year ago.... I was flaring constantly, bleeding constantly and feeling so low and cruddy... I was also stressed out to the MAXIMUM and in a horrible marriage with a drug addict/alcoholic...
Well, 2 years ago I finally got the nerve and DUMPED the addict, after many months and years of trying and going to Al-Anon meetings and it finally getting to the point where I knew he would never choose me over drugs, I hit the road.....
I moved out and started living on my own, taking care of myself and figuring myself all out. This entire time I had been flaring and thinking... "OMG, am I going to have to take a really big risky chance and try the Remicade one more time??" Well, once I moved out and got into my own place I did notice that my symptoms got a little better and after about a year I finally met the man who I am with now...
He is awesome and treats me like I deserve to be treated. We have been together for a year now and recently (OK QUINCY.... I took the plunge)... I moved to Texas with him!!!! Things are so good and it's amazing because I pretty much have NO big stress now... NONE... just the normal day to day stuff, but after everything I went through my life seems so easy now~! I am finally appreceated and treated like a lady, and this man loves me with all his heart.
Well.... it turns out that I am POSITIVE that my U/C was happening to me because of STRESS!!!!! Since moving to Texas I have had NO symptoms and been feeling as good as I was before I ever got sick. I am happy from the core of myself to the outside and I swear, it's like I've never even had U/C... I was so sick at one point that I became steroid dependant and the only thing that worked for me was Remicade, but then that gave me neurological side effects so I had to stop it... I couldn't eat many of the things I love and now I can eat ANYTHING, (well except for bell peppers they give me horrid heartburn...lol)
OK, I must admit, I still do use Canasa about once a day or once every other day, but that's it... I quit taking my sleeping pills, anti depressants, and everything... Canasa is the only thing I put in my body now and I feel pretty darn good...
I am sharing this story now because I want to share that some of you who have incredible stresses in your lives may be having U/C because of stress... Stress is going to hit your body where it's at it's weakest and I believe for some of us it's our butt's... lol...
I am positive that is the case for me... it just all makes sense....