Posted 6/29/2014 4:59 AM (GMT 0)
Hi there,
about a month ago, I was told by my Gastro doctor that enough was enough-- that I had to go on Prednisone or I was going to be hospitalized. I was sick. I have ulcerative colitis. I had lost about 15 lbs in three weeks, my CRP inflammation was through the roof, iron levels all time low, I was having to go to the washroom about 25 times a day, and there was blood/mucus ALWAYS in my stool. Oh, and during all of this, my relationship ended. Not a great time at all-- maybe one of the toughest times of my life.
Because I was so beat down, I didn't argue about the Prednisone. I had refused to take it time and time again because of all of the awful side effects I'd heard about and because of stories I'd read on-line, I knew that Prednisone was a double edged sword-- both a miracle and a menace. I had been taking Mezavant for years, and between that, diet and stress reduction, I was usually able to get things under control. But this time I couldn't.
Anyway, to make a long story short, I was so SCARED about taking the Prednisone because of all of your harrowing stories I'd read on here. I was so emotionally/physically spent that the thought of feeling crappy on the inside and then LOOKING crappy on the outside was too much. But I started taking Prednisone because I really didn't have a choice, and because I knew deep down that feeling better on the inside was 100% more important than how I looked. That was hard for me to actually believe for a while, and hard for me to admit on here now. But the truth. Unfortunately, we can get so caught up on how we look, that we almost make decisions that could seriously jeopardize our lives.
The first few days I was obsessed with noticing side effects. I for sure became a little anxious at first, and I also had bouts of insomnia. I got one crazy huge zit at the beginning, but nothing since. In terms of the moon face, weight gain, hump back, facial hair etc...I have been blessed to not have those things so far. I am now in the stage of treatment where I'm slowly reducing my dose-- was at 40, I'm not at 30mg and will decrease by 5 mg every week until the beginning of Aug. In terms of anything preventive I tried, I did the following: I took 1000 ucs of Calcium, and vitamin D. I took a multivitamin, a potassium supplement (it's supposed to prevent sodium retention), started to workout when I had the energy, lowered my sodium level and drank a TON of water. The good news?! I'm doing so much better! I feel like myself again in terms of energy, and my stomach? At the most 8 times a day and no blood/mucus!
The reason I'm writing this post is that when I first decided to go on Prednisone I went on forums like this and read story after story of people suffering through horrible side effects. I want you to know that if you are one of those people l I feel for you, and wish/hope that all of you are doing well, that you are feeling good and strong and being strong. I wanted to post my story, just so that anyone who did research like me, can see that sometimes there aren't real side effects and that feeling better (man, am I feeling better!) is the more important thing. If Prednisone is going to help you, do it. Don't waffle. I would take any of the side effects to feel the relief/recovery Prednisone has given me. This might be easy for me to stay with no side effects, but I hope I'd say the same even if the opposite were true.
My hope moving forward is that I can stay under control and not have to go to these extremes again. Like all of you, I know that this isn't in my hands. That ulcerative colitis is a strange and mean disease that doesn't make a lot of sense, and doesn't allow you to really trust your own body at times. That's a hard thing to feel, that feeling of not always trusting your own body.
Finally, I just wanted to thank all of you for your courage to post your stories and questions. Reading what you have written really helped me, and I hope my post helps some of you-- at the very least, puts your mind a little bit at ease. Please know that I can't promise you will have a side-effect free experience, but please know that it does exist, or at least has for me so far.