Posted 8/20/2017 8:30 PM (GMT 0)
Smoking is tricky and a relapse will most definitely cause you to feel anxious.
Here's what happened to me...
about a year ago I went away for a weekend break to the beach. When we arrived Hubby went off to get some supplies and came back with lots of alcohol and a packet of cigarettes, which he gleefully unwrapped. This didn't surprise me, and so once again I started smoking again, (as did my daughter who was with us)
Anyway, I managed to control myself enough (big smoker in the past) and kept it to 5 a day. This was only because it was aggravating another condition MCS (Multiple Chemical Sensitivity) otherwise I would probably have smoked 20 a day. Lighting a cigarette first thing after breakfast was seriously the highlight of my day. Put simply I Love Smoking!!!
Then, recently I went into hospital with a severe UC flare up and I just knew I wouldn't be having any more as the smoking was interfering too much with my allergies and I wanted to get well without that toxic element in my body and also to help my immune system become more resilient...It was Hell, the whole experience in hospital, just Hell, and I had to quit smoking cold turkey while I was in there!!!!
It's been about six weeks now without a cigarette and it's hard cos I've got someone here who wants me to smoke with them, and drink!!...... I've not touched alcohol either as if I do I will SMOKE.
So, honestly, I would say the smoking could be causing you anxiety, the guilt of it. I think you have to decide one way or another if you want to smoke. If so keep it to the minimum and don't beat yourself up about it. Or it could be that your body is telling you that it doesn't want you to smoke anymore, only you know that, listen to your body it will tell you...has your mood altered dramatically since the smoking?
Recently I have had to weigh myself every day, which I never do usually because every day I have put 1Lb on in weight, so something is up! (or it could be the two portions of yogurt with fruit and nuts that I have been having every day) plus of course the Prednisone.
Actually, I have just decided not to weigh myself anymore. I am walking every day for thirty minutes and then I swim in my pool in the afternoon..I'm doing the best I can, I have stopped smoking as well ha ha ha!
With regard to the Humira, it has stopped the urgency, and my poop almost looks normal, but some days I can see blood, but hey its early days yet, and I'm ever the optimist.