Posted 2/5/2018 1:52 PM (GMT 0)
I was apprehensive about the second surgery, but in a lot of ways it felt easier than the first. I knew the hospital setup, I knew basically what surgery would be like, and I wouldn't be learning how to care for an ostomy for the first time. I had very little pain after surgery, which was great. A little more nausea after anesthesia, which seems to be the most persistent issue. I'm also having some skin issues with my ostomy that haven't been fun, but that's just luck of the draw, and I'm pretty confident they will resolve.
I hear you about the anxiety ... I had a hard time thinking about the second surgery, because I felt so healthy after the first one, and I didn't want to go back to being sick again. I'm sure not looking forward to the third surgery ... Enough is enough! But, when I think back to how sick I was before surgery, I'd go through these surgery steps any day.