notsosicklygirl said...
take it easy and give yourself time to heal. I wouldn't take on anything even remotely physical. I understand not wanting bowel surgery, no one wants it, but you do need to keep in mind that it could be a relief if it gives you long term improvement. I got so tired of the drugs and the doctors, but it's not all positive of course. We all want to be 100% without surgery & without drugs.... I wish it was that simple. Get better, take hot sitz baths and get lots of rest. Try to remember that surgery isn't the end of the world if it comes to that, but I am sure it won't, so don't stress about it.
In my hospital room there was a guy next to me who just had take-down surgery for his j-pouch and he told me a lot about
what brought him to that. He said that he was 52, and still too young to have a bag! I thought it was impressive that he had such a young spirit. I have to admit that I was scared of surgery but being put under for the abscess made the whole process seem not so horrible. My colon is becoming a constant nightmare organ and it's making me start to hate my own body instead of being positive and trying to heal it.
He told me that I should do sitz baths more than twice per day. He said when he had an abscess drained he did a sitz bath after every BM. That's hard for me because I am having 10+ BMs per day a lot of which require me to lay down right after because I get dizzy and nauseous. I just don't have it in me to sit up a lot right now.