Aint got a clue what im doing with my uc

Hi i am not an expert but....i take azathioprine plus allopurinol...i have no side effects from either. I take them both immediately after dinner which is supposed to reduce the risk of nausea. The decision to add allopurinol was done after measuring the blood levels of 6MMP and another enzyme whose name i forget, one was too low and the other was too high (dangerously high) and the allopurinol corrected this imbalance...however it was always my understanding that it took a few weeks or months of treatment before you can meaningfully measure these enzymes?

I was on 200mg azaphiropine at the beginning and as soon as i came of the pred and had my infliximab infusion i started to feel seriously nauseas i was splitting the aza into 100mg at lunch and 100mg before bed then 2 days after the infusion and pred stoppage i was projectile vomiting i dropped the dose to 100mg before bed and again i was sick , i stopped for 4 or 5 days and tried a 50mg before bed and i was vomiting. More than i have.ever done in my life ... That was 2 days ago ... And now there telling me that i may have to take other meds now but i dont get it if they want me to take allopurinol if its intention is to make the 50mg aza stronger , wont that cause more vomiting??

Ps is it possible that you're allergic to azathioprine?

I really dont want to try aza again , i dont get it if i was so ill from them why come of for 7 days just to try 50mg , i was sooo sick it was ridiculous , i nearly called an ambulance !!!! I dont want to do them ever again ...... And the other that there thinking of starting me on is just ludacrous , im v aware of side effects and the one from the new tablets are like preds !! I dont understand why take something to cure 1 thing , oh but by the way its likely to f you up in ways u couldnt begin to coomprehend ..... Im just going to stick to my anabolic steroids they keep me in remission and have less detrimental side effects ... These medications they give us for uc are bad , and i mean seriousy bad ....

I eat a very well balanced diet of carbs and high protein to balance the high intensity and body building i do daily , i am very active every day !!! I have no symptoms of uc what so ever , and am not taking any maintenance meds at all , however i am currently on anabolic steroids again .....
When i take that azaphioprine it makes me seriously ill , anabolics give me no complications or lllness what so ever , that is my dilemma.......
Prescribed meds with side effects of osteoprosis , cancers , gout , nauseous , vomiting, illnesses that scare the 💩 out of you ,....
Anabolic steroids , a bit of estrogen imbalances, the odd spot , maybe a bit of hair loss .....
Im sorry guys but the decision is easy for me , i feel fantastic and look amazing on them and i believe they keep me in remission ....