Thanks so much Joanna and Flowers for taking the time to respond and for the detailed replies
I'll definitely keep these recommendations in mind should the headaches resurface.
I have noticed the headaches improved thankfully, I suspect it was me doing these post-enema exercises to try and have the enema distributed in the colon. Some of these movements may have been straining my neck and upper back and hence the migraine-like headaches.
It's either that or the Stelara is wearing off as Iam only a week away from the next (second) dose. Iam doing 8-weekly.
Colitis-wise: Iam not doing that well. My disease is mostly in the rectum (proctitis). I still have watery mucousy discharge, sometimes with blood. There is also pain and significant urgency. The urgency got so bad that I had two accidents the last few days. This really got me feeling down because at this point I was expecting the Stelara to be working.
All-in-all: I would say my symptoms are not that different to when I first started Stelara.
Iam trying to stay hopeful and keep my chin up. I have also started seeing a psychologist. But honestly, I feel so much anguish and hurt on the inside. I keep telling myself that things could be worse and to be thankful, which Iam, but the daily grind of this disease and always having my head in my butt wondering whether this will trigger it or that, and feeling so tired and fatigued, not being able to eat properly, not being able to commit to a job, not being able to plan even a short get-away (forget about
long holidays) are all getting to me.
Iam just tired of the yo-yo'ing. I just want to feel normal.
I have a referral for a surgeon as well to discuss options, J pouch or ileostomy. But this is a whole other world that I don't know much about
and I have alot of learning to do in this area. I have to see him though because this is my third medication this year, Entyvio (lasted 18 months) then Rinvoq (lasted 5 months) and now Stelara. I have also become steroid resistant and Im at loss as to what to do if the bleeding or symptoms get worse.
Thanks for letting me vent.
Post Edited (Conquer UC) : 12/5/2023 3:52:10 AM (GMT-8)