Thanks for your words. If I didn't see blood in my stools 4 months ago I wouldn't have had this cycle of anxiety and I certainly would not be going to the GI etc.
I feel 100% - no pain nothing. The only thing I keep getting is maybe going to the toilet 3 times a day as opposed to the 1 or 2 usually and I put that down to the increased anxiety. I don't even have diarrhoea, the only symptom is small amounts of blood on my stools.
I know I have Colitis, I know I am supposed to be unwell and I know there is a chance I have Chrohn's Colitis, I am hoping it stays at just Colitis (God willing) but whatever I have, I feel 100% fine, I don't feel unwell at all.
I am anxious wondering when I will start feeling unwell and start getting annoyed with life like so many sufferers do. I just feel that if I didn't know I have this, my life would be 100% normal.
Much of this is a mental thing I feel.
Today I started my medication and I also took that Cassava Flour formula which made me feel better - is it mental? It could well be.
I need to get out of this anxiety now and start doing the things I used to do. I need to forget this but it isn't easy when the docs are doing so many tests and I keep having to go back to see them. They must be making pots of money!!